I don't understand it, but I've managed to unconsciously surrounded myself with others who don't understand it, which has afforded me a level of protection.

Maybe part of it is I don't want to understand, to be honest. There's so much going on there I don't want to deal with.

Besides, anything to do with babies/children/teenagers is the opposite of escapism for me. I used to kind-of enjoy YA but now I'm like HOW OLD IS THAT KID CAN YA DRINK CAUZ if you aren't old enough to have a martini i can't empathize with u at all go to ur room