rynling: (Needs More Zelda)
Rynling R&D ([personal profile] rynling) wrote 2016-01-14 03:27 pm (UTC)

That's right! My exact words to the artist were, "Bowser and Ganondorf as cool dad fist-bumping pokémon trainers."

I'm cycling between glee and shame at having done this, so it helps that the artist is cool with it. I met her at the Toronto Comic Arts Festival this past summer, and she is a huge adorable nerd.

When I write for geek websites, I say in my "about the author" blurb that I'm a Grass type pokémon trainer, and I'm thinking of commissioning this artist to do a picture of me with my team to put on my own website. But again, I'm cycling between glee and shame at the prospect. I don't think it will be a liability to have a crack in the polish of my professional persona, and in fact it's high time that I rebranded myself as someone who is interested in video games, but the secondhand embarrassment I'm feeling at my future self is intense.

If I had to guess, I'd say this guilt is coming from a lifetime of being bombarded with the "girls don't game" stereotype that only started to fade away a generation or two after mine. Like, it's cool if a guy my age plays pokémon, and it's cool if a woman five years younger than me plays pokémon, but there's obviously something wrong with a 32-year-old lady who plays pokémon. This is bullshit, of course, but still...

Whoa, sorry, that got heavy. My issues: LET ME SHOW YOU THEM.

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