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What to Do When No1Curr
Nov. 30th, 2015 08:58 amIt's been twenty days since I posted the last chapter of the Zelgan fic.
During those twenty days, I've line edited each of the previous chapters along with all of my other fic. In addition, I've standardized everything across AO3, FF.net, and Tumblr. It's difficult to describe how much time and labor this has involved, but let's just say the rest of my life has suffered.
I've been working on the most recent chapter quite intensely over the course of the past two weeks, trying to tie all the themes of the story together with a huge dramatic climax followed by an extended sex scene. I've been planning this chapter for months now, and it's gone through countless outlines and drafts. I think it's really, really good.
When I post the chapter later today and it gets maybe seven or eight likes on Tumblr, it is going to hurt. It's not an exaggeration to say that I'll probably cry at some point.
At some point this stopped being fun.
During those twenty days, I've line edited each of the previous chapters along with all of my other fic. In addition, I've standardized everything across AO3, FF.net, and Tumblr. It's difficult to describe how much time and labor this has involved, but let's just say the rest of my life has suffered.
I've been working on the most recent chapter quite intensely over the course of the past two weeks, trying to tie all the themes of the story together with a huge dramatic climax followed by an extended sex scene. I've been planning this chapter for months now, and it's gone through countless outlines and drafts. I think it's really, really good.
When I post the chapter later today and it gets maybe seven or eight likes on Tumblr, it is going to hurt. It's not an exaggeration to say that I'll probably cry at some point.
At some point this stopped being fun.
