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I had another two speaking events this past week, but I made it through. The feedback seemed to be positive, and if it wasn’t then the event organizers had the good sense not to tell me.
I think it’s probably okay to admit that I have horrible Zoom anxiety, and there’s no need to unpack that. Everyone hates Zoom, and I’m just a sensitive and delicate flower who has to feel everything much more strongly than most people. I wish I weren’t like this, but what can you do.
Prep work and anxiety wrecked me this past week, and now I have two deadlines this weekend that I get to have more anxiety about. Sometimes I wish I were a religious person so that I could pray for divine assistance, because I’m not sure if I can make either of these deadlines by my own power. I’ll do my best, I guess, and hope that the editors don’t think too poorly of the work I submit.
Next week I’m going to finish the last chapter of The Demon King, as well as a Demon King comic that I’ve had in my Drafts folder since December. I don’t know why it’s taken me so long to finish this. I really enjoy working on The Demon King, but it’s just, everything happens so much.