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I've spent the past hour drawing thumbnails for some f/f Zelda pairings I'd like to post pictures of for "Femslash February" on Tumblr, but it's hard.

Last year I got so many messages for so many months from so many people in the Zelda femslash community telling me what a bad person I am and encouraging me to commit suicide. If something like this happens once, it's funny. If it happens a few times, it's just life on the internet. If it happens at least twice a week for eight months, it kind of changes you.

People say that the best way to respond to online harassment is to not respond at all, but this tactic has the unfortunate side effect of making the violence less visible. And then, when you finally do say something, it seems like you're the crazy one for reacting so strongly. When I finally broke down and admitted to a handful of online acquaintances that I was being harassed, they said things like...

"You have to admit that they have a point."

"These people just want to be heard and respected."

"That's rude of them, but you have to understand where they're coming from."

In other words, if the extent of the harassment remains invisible, a culture is created in which the harassers are privileged over the harassed. This is insane, because I'm pretty sure the correct response to a statement like "I'm clinically depressed because I've been receiving death and rape threats every day for weeks" is not "You should think about what you did to deserve this."

At the moment I'm sobbing my eyes out, but I'm hoping this process will be cathartic. And I keep telling myself: It's okay to be gay! It's okay to draw gay girls! It's okay to be in a gay mixed-race relationship! It's okay to draw gay mixed-race relationships! There is nothing wrong with me... except that I kind of suck at drawing.

Date: 2017-01-28 12:09 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] renegadefolkhero
We need more gay princesses. Rock it, friend.

Date: 2017-01-28 02:47 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] lassarina
....I. Holy fuck I am so seethingly angry on your behalf, both for the fact that you had to endure that in the first place and what the fuck kind of person responds like that HOLY SHIT I NEED TO PUNCH SOMEBODY I mean. I probably wouldn't because I'm anxious and neurotic and also not good at it, but wow what a shitty way to react to such a statement. I am so sorry those people were toolboxes.

*sidles off soapbox*

It is okay to be and draw those things. It is more than okay. You are great.

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