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Journey from Trash City to Trash Island
May. 26th, 2021 08:51 amOh man!! I am so depressed!!! There's no reason; it's just like some sort of weighted blanket that has settled on my shoulders, but instead of feeling warm and cozy I cry for like two hours a day. This is not mysterious and sexy! I hate feeling this way!!
I think I will go to New York.
I don't particularly like New York, to be honest, but I enjoy driving through the Lincoln Tunnel, which is totally worth the $16. I also like going to the main branch of the public library because it smells nice, and I like drinking the tapwater, which really is as good as people say and really does taste like the blessed tears of angels.
Philadelphia is such a different world (a unique ecosystem, if you will) that it feels like New York is far away, but it's really only an hour and fifteen minute drive if there's no traffic. Gas costs nothing right now, so it might be nice just to take a day off and go for a drive and listen to podcasts and walk around a bit.
And also maybe figure out what I'm doing with my life, because it probably helps to have concrete goals instead of a vague sense of despair for the future.
I think I will go to New York.
I don't particularly like New York, to be honest, but I enjoy driving through the Lincoln Tunnel, which is totally worth the $16. I also like going to the main branch of the public library because it smells nice, and I like drinking the tapwater, which really is as good as people say and really does taste like the blessed tears of angels.
Philadelphia is such a different world (a unique ecosystem, if you will) that it feels like New York is far away, but it's really only an hour and fifteen minute drive if there's no traffic. Gas costs nothing right now, so it might be nice just to take a day off and go for a drive and listen to podcasts and walk around a bit.
And also maybe figure out what I'm doing with my life, because it probably helps to have concrete goals instead of a vague sense of despair for the future.
